To start the New Year in 2018 I have a little pet portrait painted for a client for a Christmas present. Penny was his daughters little pet that passed on some years ago but meant everything to her.
 
I actually painted it at the end of summer 2017 but couldn't post it for fear of ruining the surprise.

From the photo I was sent I focused on Penny, removing much of the background detail, and used a more colourful palette. 

A simple little piece that brought a tear to the recipients eye on Christmas Day. 

The digital online environment has provided us with a slew of platforms and tools that 'should' be helping to create fantastic communities where artists can talk with each other and their audiences about their work, creative themes and ideas, in a constructive and even critical way. 
I say 'should' because largely I don't see this happening very much.

This seems particularly true of social media platforms like Facebook where artist and regional art organisation pages seem to operate mostly as notice boards for events and exhibitions. The only comments you ever really see are things like 'Fantastic', 'Had a great time', 'Love your work' and such like.
You hardly ever see anyone saying why they might like an artists work, or what they think it might be about, let alone any sort of dialogue between different artists about what they do. The idea of a critical discussion seems almost impossible.

As an avid user of forums for other areas of interest like gaming and computer generated art where the dialogue is rich and open (sometimes fiery, certainly impassioned), it just seems strange to me that similar online interaction for more traditional artists and creatives is apparently far rarer.
I'm hoping that I'm just missing the location where this kind of talk is happening, but it does concern me that on a regional events level (in the Nottingham and Derby shire areas at least) it is apparently not being encouraged.

I bear witness to many art and cultural events organised for real world spaces, advertised on the online platforms with some general blurb, but then little to no follow-up or legacy content and almost no meaningful online engagement, dialogue or debate.
Whether this is perhaps a symptom of a 'tick-box' government/centrally funded cultural environment or a lack of digital engagement skills, I can't say. But it is something I have been aware of for some considerable time and something I'd like to see positively developed in the future.

If there is anyone talking about art stuff online, please let me know where you're doing it!
If you're an art organisation putting on events, please bear a thought for your legacy content and ongoing engagement. 

But each time I was in a dry period, commercial work resurfaced and clawed me back before I'd had much chance to give the bathroom mural much thought. And this is how things went until this year, when it became clear that the old work wasn't going to return any more. I finally focused my attention on getting this project done.

Over the years we'd had a chance to talk about the mural on a number of occasions and my sisters thoughts had gradually moved on from the traditional notions of the honeysuckle trellis to alien landscapes with fungal growths and weird insects. She is a lover of sci-fi and fantasy novels, and various visions had emerged such as the amazing world of Pandora in the movie Avatar with it's floating rocks and dense forests. This direction was way more interesting for both of us and really seemed more appropriate for the person I know my sister to be.
Many of those ideas are themselves very reminiscent of artwork we had both loved in our childhood. Artist/Designers Roger and Martyn Dean were one such inspiration, producing wonderfully organic and mysterious worlds in their illustrations for album covers and book jackets in the 70's and 80's. They also worked on sculptural projects, creating props and concept pieces for concerts and exhibitions. One project I'm often reminded of was an organic shaped 'pod' house.  This now got me musing.

Originally the idea was to paint directly onto the bathroom wall, but I knew having a framed picture would make it possible to re-hang if my sister ever moved (something she had thought about). I also knew it would require something more interesting than a rectangular shape.
I'd recently been producing vector graphics for machine cutting shapes used in sculptural reliefs, and I started thinking I could design an interesting frame for a window onto the fantastic landscape that we were talking about more and more. 

Following on from my last blog post, I want to focus on another project in Nottingham which, like Marsha's Family Cafe, just makes sense to me both in ideology & it's creative thinking.

Our little intependent shops have been struggling in recent years, and harder than ever. Struggling to be seen, to pay ever increasing rents & business rates, and particularly to keep up with the mind-boggling realm of the internet.

It might seem counter-intuitive to want to help these little businesses. After all, it's survival of the fittest out there and there's no room for those that can't hold their own.

Sandwitched in-between the big name stores, these are the shops with the quirky individual identities, catering for those niche purchases or personalised eating experiences that you just can't easily find elsewhere. The people behind the counters will often seem that little bit more friendly than in the mega-store, perhaps be more knowledgable about what's on their shelves, and from time-to-time will even surprise you with an unexpected discount or perk. You may even be on first name terms with them. These are the alternatives to the huge branded shops that make one city seem very much like the next. They are the seasoning for the often bland sameness of our high-streets.
I think that's worth supporting.

They're small enough to still be able to offer a personal touch, but sadly their size does make them susceptable to being overshadowed by their larger competitors.

The Pi Street is a project from the mind of Phil Campbell (@philcampbell) based around the concept of using clever technology & social media to help local independent businesses connect with their customers and each other. It's as simple in form as a monitor on a wall powered by a super small computer called a Raspberry Pi. But these arn't just going to be advertising monitors. The scope is far more reaching, looking to open up the narrative not only of the independents themselves but the potential that we should all be thinking about for our commercial & social spaces.

I'm not going to try to describe the strategy behind Phil's thinking as he does that far more eloquently in the information & videos on his Kickstarter campaign page. Please do visit the Pi Street website www.thepistreet.com and www.kickstarter.com/projects/philcampbell/thepistreet-socialscreens-for-the-high-street-inde
If you're reading this before the end of 25th May 2013 then please do donate, however small the amount. We all need each other's support from time-to-time and the time is now for this project.

Please help The Pi Street support these local businesses & make the high street a place of & for the future. They already have all the character & personal commitment you can shake a stick at.

This will seem so trivial to some, but we should never under-estimate the ripples of change.

For years I've provided my skills & expertise to pretty much anyone who is willing to pay.
I haven't had to like my clients or what they want me to produce for them. In a great many cases when I've been working for other commercial businesses I haven't had to deal with the final recipient of my labour at all, or even known who they were.
That's the way the world of business works - things often done at a comfortably safe distance with various layers of bureaucracy in place to avoid 'complications'. 
Anything for a comfortable life - nothing wrong with that, right? It's the situation most people who are lucky enough to be consistently employed experience on a daily basis. We're quite adept at finding ways of justifying our involvement (or lack of it) in the world so long as we can still access the lifestyle we want.

Money is effectively the fuel for our immediate physical survival, and beyond this our lifestyle. 
We obviously can't eat this abstract resource, but it does buy the food we gorge on daily, often to excess. Don't worry about anything that goes to waste - heck, we can afford it and it's only food, right? Another example of the distance most of us in developed economies have had the luxury of enjoying when it comes to consuming just about everything - we pull stuff off a supermarket shelf or web store and consume freely without the worry of how it came to be there or who might have actually made it. We hope & trust that there are sufficient safe-guards in place to prevent serious harm both in production or consumption, but for the most part each of us just doesn't know, or care particularly. 
I think in fact a good percentage of us really accept that sustainability & ethical practices are not the primary concerns of the majority of businesses today - profit is. 

This is what has recently been really hitting home to me lately, particularly in these uncertain economic times when folk are struggling much harder to either forge or preserve their life-styles. 
I have to admit for me it's always been an uncomfortable state of affairs, not knowing for whom or even why I'm working hard. We see so much that seems harmful & wasteful in the world - people suffering for want of food & water, caught up in cycles of deprivation while others are able to freely consume & waste. Many of us see this reality, even feel bad about it, yet are unable or even afraid to stand up & challenge the status-quo. It's not viable to say 'no' to your line manager when you don't like the business practices of one of the retail outlets your factory makes jam for. And that survey your company has just completed for a foreign client was collecting some dubious information in your opinion, but it's not your place to ask questions, right?
We're talking some smart, head-strong people here. You know who you are.

That distance, sometimes referred to as alienation or a feeling of disconnection, is a reflection of our sense of 'modernity' (the conditions in which we find ourselves living in the here & now). I think most of us feel it to a greater or lesser degree, and I believe it's this that feeds directly into a collective sense of individual helplessness to challenge those things that seem not quite right, & ultimately apathy beyond our most immediate comforts in life. But that nagging sense persists. Is this all I am in the world - here to service other people without question, for a quiet life? But what can I do? That flavour of angst.
That's where I've been anyway. I'm sure it's not the case for everyone, but it's not one of those things that people in everyday life usually end up talking about together so it's tricky to gauge how widespread it is. 

Now, I know, I could just donate to charity, play the lottery or do a sponsored walk or run. That way I can target who I help and either just pass on the money or demonstrate that commitment via activity & raising awareness for the cause. It's kind of a 'carbon off-setting' approach. We already donate to several, but the main problem I have with this approach is that in my mind it acts more as a safety valve for problems the system throws up (i.e. the poor, dispossessed, & challenged individuals in society - there might any of us go if circumstances prevail) - there is never enough money raised to sustain the good work the charity organisations provide, and much of it fails to address the real underlying causes of the problems anyway. It's the 'sticking plaster' analogy.

Over the past year or so I've been lucky enough to get to know a few individuals for whom these are no longer acceptable criteria for living & working. These people are out there, probably just down the road from where you live but you just don't know them yet. They see the sense in re-thinking the way we approach ideas about business, investment in people and sustainable practices, and have the gumption & drive to actually get it working.
Marsha Smith (@secretkitchlady on twitter) is one of these people, living just a few streets away from us in Sneinton, Nottingham for years before we even knew of her. 
Marsha has taken a simple idea, collective eating, and formed a sustainable & ethical model for launching it into the local community in the form of a Family Cafe - where diners pay what they can or contribute in some other way for the food they eat (maybe by helping wash or tidy up). It doesn't matter how down on your luck you are, you can still get a good meal, so long as you do give what you can. Oh, did I  mention that the food is genuinely good, nutritious, and...wait for it....made largely from still in-date stock that our supermarkets would otherwise be simply throwing away. While the first Family Cafe at The Old School Hall in Sneinton has received sponsorship & funding from business & the local council to get it off the ground, after only a week Marsha is already projecting that the kitchen could already essentially sustain itself at least in terms of provision of food stocks, based on the donations given. 
But this isn't just a soup kitchen for those down on their luck, it's also a good place to meet up with like-minded people and chew over ideas with your meal. Encouraging people from different walks of life to come together over a meal creates all kinds of possibilities that we haven't begun to realise fully, being such a new venture. At it's core though it's a place with an ethos that makes sense - provide for all regardless of wealth or ability, waste nothing, encourage community & contribution by all regardless of wealth or ability via a communal eating experience. I think for me it's this thought & problem solving mentality that Marsha's put into the community eating project that makes it more than just a 'sticking plaster'. She's identified several major contradictory issues in our system (food poverty, massive food wastage, dwindling social interactivity around meal-times) and connected the dots to offer up a solution in the here & now. 
At the same time she's developed a rich network of local independent producers of food & other resources in order to begin to address options for boosting the local economy. She's got all those levels of thought going on with her ideas, not just stopping at 'is it profitable'. That's why I decided to get behind Family Cafe, helping out with graphics, ferrying stuff around in the car and helping to get the place cleaned up & organised. It's a small part really, but with the growing army of people Marsha has already inspired that's not a problem.  I've looked at it not in terms of giving up time to help out in a charitable way, but rather working toward an idea and a place that I want in my life - in this way I feel far more invested and wanting to invest. And that's the real difference for me between just carrying on with my disconnected life and getting positively engaged with the world again. Small steps, carefully but confidently taken in what seems to me to be the right direction.


It makes sense, so I'm doing it.

Contact Marsha: [email protected]
Find out more at www.thesecretkitchencafe.com

It's simple. My usual avenues for consistent paid work have completely dried up.
The cloud of the world economic downturn which has curiously drifted away at the last minute for the last three years seems finally to have cast it's shadow on our humble home.
I can't complain or feign surprise - I was expecting it much sooner if truth be known. It's almost strange that I've been as consistently busy for the last three years. I've painted over 200 works for large commercial projects during this time, and as many private portraits as I've been able to fit into the quieter moments. But for the gradual squeezing of budgets over this period it would almost certainly have been the most prosperous period of my career.
Alas, there's been little surplus income even for the niceties that many appear to take as essentials, and the last of our savings have just about run out. I still consider our situation to have been lucky all the same, although to work so hard for so long and then find yourself so quickly at a stall is alarming.
A warning perhaps to others who think they can't be affected by this.

I was slow at first to react, but in the last month I've completely re-built this site from scratch, rationalised most of my digital portfolio (sadly a far greater percentage of my commercial work is not able to be posted because of client confidentiality, which is a crippling handicap at times) and gotten seriously engaged with newer online avenues like People Per Hour for the first time.

I've also kept myself busy with some alternative projects being initiated by close associates which feel to me much more positive moving forward in the current context of our troubled economic climate.
I find myself wanting to re-evaluate the basis upon which I provide my services commercially, particularly to unknown chains of art consultants & designers.

Hopefully I can protect myself from being so completely out in the cold & removed from potential clients in the future. I'm not ignoring the very real possibility things will get much, much worse though.
Time & hard work will tell.